happy new year

Happy new year guys

this last year has been good to me with new friends thru blogger and the such

you guys have shown me sooo much love and friendship that i'm looking forward to the new year for the first time in a long time (i cant thank you all enough)

2009 has been a year for making friends and finding some of the most awesome guys i have ever come across

so in no particular order

Wat_So_Eva...man your an awesome friend and i hope to meet you oneday (that box of chockies i brought you tastes yummy btw lol)

Arron...got the beers in the fridge bud

Ty...your an awesome dude man and i'm looking forward to knowing you more

Ryan...man you have a heart of gold and i'm just so much richer for knowing you

Seth...luv ya man, you have helped brighten up my life with your blog n comments

Southern...man your comments are Gold to me love you bro

Kellis...what can i say bro, love ya man and i wish only the best for ya

Jason...man your posts inspire me and you are an awesome guy

Torchy...your loved by lots off ppl and there is a reason for that

Biki...supermum seems to be the word here, you have your family and still manage to reach out to fellow bloggers (your awesome)

Daniel...man those boys of yours are lucky to have such an awesome dad

Tyler...man you have some of the most interesting posts and i do enjoy reading them

and for all of you guys that i havnt gotten around to mentioning (Micky, Baz, Newleaf, Wet Kyle, Forsaken, Ben, etc)
please understand that you all hold a place in my heart and that i never miss reading your posts (even if i dont have the time to comment as much as i would like)




so for all you guys who have reached out to me (and all you silent readers)

I Wish You All A Happy and Prosperous new year

Peace, Love & Respect:)

huggles n kisses
xoxoxo

tired

Hey guys

soz for not replying to comments or commenting much for that matter, but its been crazy around here lately and i'm sooo tired

worked from 5am to 7pm with a 10 minute break at 4.45pm yesterday (now i know the harvest season is in full swing) and my next day off will be good friday :P

Peace:)

its christmas

hey guys...a merry christmas to you all

opening my pressies right now

i know its only 12.45am

but it is christmas day so i can open them now :P

feel sorry for you guys who still have another day to wait

Peace:)

hot

hey guys...just a good morning to you all (its 4am here lol) or afternoon/night drpending on where you are all at :P

its also 28 celsius at the mo...sure am glad i managed to get my airconditioner fixed

in case your wondering, this is my normal get up n outta bed time now that the harvest season is on us. Luckily i dont haveta start work until 5.30am and i do manage to finish around 6.30-7pm so its fairly quiet at the mo lol (should start to get busier in a week or 2)

been harvesting donuts lately (thats peaches) they are my fav white peach in teh world

managed to get invited out to a friends house for dinner on christmas night so that should be good

things seem to be just getting better and better day by day, and it all started with you guys

just a short one today

love you all

Peace, Love & Respect:)

xmas song (as written by me) lol

hey guys

just thought i would share a song for christmas that i wrote awhile back
incidently i hope this doesnt offend any off you out there
its just a bit of fun so dont take it tooo seriously

n for those of you guys underage just ignore the suggestions in it roflmao

merry merry christmas,
and a happy new year,
lets make it a good one,
with plenty of beer,

n we'll all get stoned,
and Blind as a rat,
cause we know that tomorrow
we'll all feel like crap

So lets all get blind drunk,
and recover next year.

lol

now i should point out guys that this song was written at a difficult time in my life and i dont actually get stoned anymore...still love to drink my bottle of whisky during it tho

i am at a stage where i dont need to be wrecked to get thru the festive season anymore

and thx to you guys i actually am looking forward to this christmas

love you all

Peace, love & Respect:)

Carols by barrels

hey guys...as i'm sure you noticed i drank a little last night pmsroflmao

I went out to the Carols by Barrels party at the pub last night n realised that while i live in a small town that i dont really know many ppl. There i was surrounded by 100's of ppl and i only recognised one person there

Carols by Barrels is the only christmassy thing that i go to (or at least since last yr) and they dont even sing any christmas carols lol. its a big street party that has 3 bands playing

it was fun lots of hot guys n i got to see a guy (in the toilet) who was 5inches soft (would love to know how big he is hard lol) for some strange reason i couldnt help myself...i just had to check him out :P (good thing he was checking me out to or it might have been awkward lol)

Christmas is normally a bad time of yr for me (even suicidal at times) so normally i dont look forward to it...normally i am alone over christmas (have been for the last 15 yrs) but i got invited to my bosses house for christmas dinner last yr and have made some awesome friends on the net so i dont feel quite sooo alone anymore

that said i still hate going shopping at this time of yr with all the christmas decorations and stuff...it tends to remind me of how alone i am at times (not to mention all those mongrel family dinners i used to go to)

Sorry for such a sad post guys...I'm not after sympathy with this (or after sympathetic comments for that matter) its just how i'm feeling at the mo...n i am happy for those of you who have a great time over christmas and i do wish that you all have a great christmas

love you guys

Peace, Love & Respect:)

p.s. i hope this post makes ense to you guys...it seems a bit scrambled to me

beer n pizza

hey guys

i wonder why it is that everytime i drink beer that i end up eating pizza

here i am, its 2.45am and i'm pigging out on Pizza after a night out instead of sleeping like i should

love u guys

Peace:)

a poem

just a little poem i found...hope you enjoy

ABOUT A BOY
Sensitive, loving he always cares
he believes in love not love affairs
he's quiet and shy yet speaks his mind
everyone says he's one of a kind
he thinks everyone is good and you can trust
he likes to have fun to him it's a must
he works long and hard with little breaks
he strives for the best, whatever it takes
he (don't) want a family its a far away dream
he has a companion as strange as it seems
the boy is a dreamer I think you'll agree
but they say dreamers forever live free




Peace:)