hey guys...as i'm sure you noticed i drank a little last night pmsroflmao
I went out to the Carols by Barrels party at the pub last night n realised that while i live in a small town that i dont really know many ppl. There i was surrounded by 100's of ppl and i only recognised one person there
Carols by Barrels is the only christmassy thing that i go to (or at least since last yr) and they dont even sing any christmas carols lol. its a big street party that has 3 bands playing
it was fun lots of hot guys n i got to see a guy (in the toilet) who was 5inches soft (would love to know how big he is hard lol) for some strange reason i couldnt help myself...i just had to check him out :P (good thing he was checking me out to or it might have been awkward lol)
Christmas is normally a bad time of yr for me (even suicidal at times) so normally i dont look forward to it...normally i am alone over christmas (have been for the last 15 yrs) but i got invited to my bosses house for christmas dinner last yr and have made some awesome friends on the net so i dont feel quite sooo alone anymore
that said i still hate going shopping at this time of yr with all the christmas decorations and stuff...it tends to remind me of how alone i am at times (not to mention all those mongrel family dinners i used to go to)
Sorry for such a sad post guys...I'm not after sympathy with this (or after sympathetic comments for that matter) its just how i'm feeling at the mo...n i am happy for those of you who have a great time over christmas and i do wish that you all have a great christmas
love you guys
Peace, Love & Respect:)
p.s. i hope this post makes ense to you guys...it seems a bit scrambled to me
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It makes perfect sense to me. And yes, I'll definitely be checking in with you over the holidays.
Take care
I'm really sorry that you feel alone during the holidays. I spend the the holidays with my family, but I think I would be very alone if I didn't.
A classmate at my school, Brad, who is openly gay, is spending Christmas alone. His parents are leaving to Hawaii and just leaving him at home. I feel really bad for him, but I'm certain he can find a friend's place for Christmas.
Well, I am alone during the holidays as well, so you're definitely not alone. :) Although I will be going over to my friend's family's place. Don't fret, ty! :)
Lots of loveeeee!!!
sorry your alone at the holidays wish you were close i say come hang with us.
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