Wednesday, June 3, 2009

lonely

man i'm feeling down at the mo my family doesnt want to know me and the only friends i have outside of work just want to have sex with me n while thats nice i really need a friend who just wants to watch tv with me hug me or go out n have some fun

the only real friends i have r on the net n they dont even know who i really am n they cant be with me in person tho they r my best friends n I LOVE THEM ALL (all 3 of them anyway)

i shoud say tho that since i find it hard to trust ppl so i dont tell them about my sexuality till later then its prob my fault that i cant keep friends but damm its hard
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2 comments:

Andrew said...

Hey mate

I can relate to you on this. It is hard to trust people. Just be yourself and don't worry about your sexuality. Its your business and doesn't define you as a person.
Keep blogging :D
Hugs

Andrew

June 18, 2009 at 6:16 PM
Dr Mandragora said...

Hey buddy. I've just found your blog. Was going through some older posts and found this particular one and felt compelled to respond.

It stinks that your family doesn't make an effort to get to know you. My guess is that you are a little different from the rest of them so they can't relate. (Or at least, that's the way it is with my family.)

And I think it's not that the don't want to; it's that our points of reference don't match so there is some dissonance when we interact. (Well, that sounded pompous, didn't it?)

But hang in there. You'll find your crowd and, hopefully, someone to share your life with.

June 29, 2009 at 10:46 AM

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