Wednesday, November 18, 2009

mobile madness

hey guys

crazy is what i call it...apparently we have more mobile phones than we have people in Oz

assuming that babies and little kids dont have a phone then there must be a lot of people with 2 or more mobile phones out there

welcome to the land of loonies lol

personally i have one phone and even that is a pain at times

Peace, Love & Respect:)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

hey guys...In the time that i have been on the net i havnt asked a single person to add me on msn or added them either. In a way this is due to the fact that i am a shy, private person who finds it hard to intrude on others. That said if anyone would like to chat with me on msn then your more than welcome, just ask me and i will give you my msn email.


On another note...its crazy... in the last couple of days i have had a jump from 33 to 39 followers
Its funny how it seems to rise in spurts like that. Obviously i'm not as boring as i like to think i am

At any rate a big welcome to Biki, Daniel, Newleaf, Ryan, Aaron, and the lazy taco, hi guys glad to have you on board

just a short post today

p.s. Keliss your an awesome dude and i look forward to our chats man, thx for being there:)

Peace, Love & Respect:)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

hey all

hey guys...you would think that after all this time that the computer nutters (can you tell i dont know much about comps lol) would have worked out all the bugs
but noooo, my network connection crashed on me the other day and it took 28 hrs to get it back on

oh well i now know how badly addicted to this thing that i am now (would you believe that i was having withdrawal symptons lol) not to mention the 36 posts that i had to catch up on

On hot weather...man it was 37 degrees celsius today and forecast for 38,38,36,38 over the next 4 days. n wouldnt you believe it my airconditioner has up and died on me...if you add an extra 10-20 degrees then that is how hot it is in my home


luckily i had my shower to cool down under

(tho prob wouldv heated up if this guy was in there lol)

and of course i do have my magnums

please note guys that over here a magnum is a very delish icecream and not something to kill with lol

well thats enough rambling for today

Peace:)

Friday, November 6, 2009

i got an email today that has made me both happy and sad...it came from my friends son in reply to me saying he was the best

D said..."thank you ty my dad said the same about you and i know you touched his heart he did look up to you like a brother"

I know people say that online relationships arent real...but trust me guys, the friendships you make OL are just as real (if not more so at times)

to me John was my little brother

heres some pics to finish of on




bet you cant guess what my fav hair colour is lol

Peace, Love & Respect:)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Quiet night/day

hey guys...it seems to be a little quiet at the moment

for the first time since i hopped into blogland i havnt had a single post by anyone who i follow in over 8 hrs

guess i will just have to find something else to keep me occupied at the moment


hope you guys are all fine, love you all

Peace, Love & Respect:)

Monday, November 2, 2009

:P

kk

hey guys...i was reading Seth's coming out post the other day and i have to say Seth that i respect you even more after reading it and thanks for sharing it man...you know you are an awesome guy dont ya

It did bring back memories of my coming out to my family tho...the way it happened was that i was entertaining my boyfriend in my room (i will leave it for you dirty minded plebes to work out what :P) when my mum walked in the room to get something. She just looked at us grabbed w/e it was she was after then walked straight back out. One month later one of my sisters told me that mum thought i was gay since she caught me with a boy. Didnt hear anything about it from her until one year later when i told her i had a new boyfriend at which she looked at me and asked if i was gay (as if seeing me naked with a boy didnt tell her) when i said yes all she said was that she was worried that i would get aids. Of course since then i have lost contact with practically my whole family (homophobic douchebags) even had a couple say they didnt want me around their kids cause they "wouldnt understand"

On a brighter note...welcome to my new followers good to have you on board (you might notice i changed the subject a bit there :P)

this is a song i listened to on my holiday hope you guys enjoy it lol



I love Australia its such a beautiful land full of cute cuddly animals lol

just a few more pics from my holiday to finish with

For Mboy who seems to be having a lot of good things happening at the mo (i'm happy for ya man) here is a pic of Melbourne

a Kangaroo and her joey

whitehaven beach

i do love the outback

some Brumbies (wild horses)

sailing was awesome

a little croc

what can i say i like him


love you guys

Peace:)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

i hate this title thingy

seriously its so hard to come up with a good title sometimes (or is that i have no imagination lol)

oh...hi guys, thanks for the comments on my last post (i'm feeling better now)

on my friend...John was the most loving, caring, sensitive friend anyone could wish to have and if it wasnt for him i wouldnt have started this blog
He came into my life just 7 mths ago at a time when i was seriously suicidal and he helped me realise that life was more than just pain suffering and loneliness. This blog came about because of him (not to mention you guys) and with john and you guys i'm now a more confident happier person than i have ever been.

My greatest regret is that he had the heart attack just the day before we were going to meet for the first time.

On another note, it has been sad to see that a some bloggers that used to comment and helped encourage me to do this blog arent around anymore, but its also good to have other bloggers come on board...so a big helloo to Ben and all the new guys (hope i dont bore you too much :P)

as promised here are some pics from my hols...not as good as Seths (soz) and i'm still going thru the pics i took so should have some more up soon


dolphin feeding at Tin Can Bay


sunset in the Whitsundays



St Kilda beach (oops soz guys my camera must of strayed there lol)



cool pic on Fraser island


and last but not least Whitehaven beach voted the 4th best beach
in the world in lonely planet (and the boy in it aint half bad either)


Peace, Love & Respect:)